February 2012
45 posts
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I feel so terrible, like I have no one to relate to and talk about my miscarriage with. I just want to cry, I have this empty feeling and its just getting worse. I could have had a sweet baby in six months to hold but I have nothing. I just feel like a part of me is gone. I have dreams about it; swinging it and giving it a bath. I just miss it so much. How do people get over this? I was so excited...
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I wish I was still pregnant. Still can't believe...
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Soooo losing this baby is just making me have baby...
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trying not to be depressed but its hard.. not even...
very soon I am going to attempt a major life...
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I have the best boyfriend in the world.
deleting him or her from my life is the hardest...
I had a missed miscarriage. Needless to say, I am pretty broken up. This feels like my heart breaking over and over.
January 2012
15 posts
1 tag
my fat is out of control
my tummy tattoos have literally moved 2 inches away from each other.
I wish I was smaller, cause im only getting bigger. boooo. also I have had weird little stretch marks on my boobs since the whole prego thing started. This is scary.